Pessimist Rant-Please Skip

Sometimes I wonder if I can do anything right.  Fate just seems to be against me at times I guess... Fate wants me to fail, so I do. It's so frustrating. I think that I've got the whole world in the palm of my hand and that everything will all work out one minute, and the next I make huge mistakes and just become so overwhelmed with all the things that have stacked up because of my mistakes. And it's not okay. This week has just been a week of disappointment and today has not made it any better. I'm just done. I'm done with school, I'm done with people, I'm done with life. I just want things to just stop -pause- for just a minute so I can catch my breath and clear my head. Sometimes I wonder if my wants and dreams are worth it.... I really have no idea, to be honest. From now on, my name is Stress. And I hate it. I'm burned out and need a break, but will I get one? No. Not even summer will be a break for me. Instead I'll be doing schoolwork and other busy boring activities 24/7.  Sleep? What's that? A social life? What's that? A happy, carefree life? What the heck is that? 

I hope and pray it's worth it...it better be

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